2004-9-14: monkEy

Okay, hmm, yea, all right...

Basically, I am a spoiled little crybaby and most, if not all, of my gripes should be read with the above statement in mind.

My life is great, always has been, though I may not have the best relationships (my fault? definately) and I'm not the wealthiest person in town (a good thing? yes, because I'm rude and mean enough as it is) but I'm saved.

You know that salvation, or let me reiterate, a personal relationship with Jesus, God and the Holy Spirit, should keep my joy tanks full. I see that now.

Clear as ever.

Okay, so, I was like, hey! I should write a journal entry today.

And then I was like, no.

And then I read through the last five or so entries and I was like, Hmmm.

God loves me and you and I have joy, deep down inside, and I am no longer going to let depression win the battle.

That being said, I will leave now.

I just didn't want depression sitting in my journal as my most recent monkey. That's just me.

Julie.